Dont be the BEAR Be the BLueship

Note it that i need to be chic and charm.
comparing me myself as stock.
I want to be the BLueship stock one
not the decreasing price one. But why y y Y.
It always...... Revolve in the old way.
business is up and down....
but I am not stock. I won't be.

Midnight summer dream to rainy days

This is inspired by miti, the guy who play music by heart

Piano duet

I painted this pic on the day before our last date... TT the color and posture show the sign. 

we don't understand each other anymore.

Nodame

Kitty CAT

The collection from high school

These time in my life, I still have not done nothing much with my canvas. It was pastel and clear . I was somewhat good with water color with the reason I don't know why, may be as it has been my first material..

Blue bird

To miti

As last love said goodbye
Newbird love singing hello mitji smile
..as time by.now I makes him cry...
His wing looks so tired
I looks into the sky seeing shining moonlight
While forgot bluebird. Cry.

I was so blind.

I turn back. Running fast.
Hold the falling wing of him..
But he said Moon is warm.
Sun was bright. Keep living. Smiling
I am sing here.

in the end,....

Mitji:	เบรกต่างหากที่ต้องมีอำนาจเหนือเครื่องยนต์. เครื่องยนต์และเบรกเปรียบ เหมือนความปรารถนาและการยับยั้งชั้งใจ
Sasi:	บางทีอาจมีเบรคแตก หรือเครื่องดับได้
Me :	เบรคแตกก็จับพวกมาลัยให้มั่น เครื่องดับก็ใช้ขาลากไป
Sasi:	แปลว่า ท้ายที่สุด เราต้องเป็นคนควบคุมทุกอย่าง หาใช่เบรคหรือเครื่องยนต์

--promise--

"

it seems to be carefree to be true to myself. But, it actually is the hardest. Frankly open with no hidden secret is not easy at all.

For me to be myself in this twisted complicated world, recording life and thought to keep all good and bad memory as the color and lesson of life is like seeing myself in the mirror after longtime no see.

Sincerely, me

"

I promise to myself to write on my diary and blog continuously because to write is to reveal my heart.